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Schizophrenia

 

(Verse)

The words in my head are never ceasing

Never satisfied until what is done

Controlling my thoughts, everlasting

Nothing can stop them, where’s the fun

 

(Chorus)

You’re the only person I need now

I believe in you, no matter what people say

You’re my obsession, My only true pal

You were here from the beginning, and are still here today

 

(Verse)

My thoughts are now not of my own

Controlled by a inner person inside

Keeping from me what I have should’ve known

Showing to people my evil side

 

(Chorus)

You’re the only person I need now

I believe in you, no matter what people say

You’re my obsession, My only true pal

You were here from the beginning and are still here today

 

(Verse)

Hold me comfort me, disaster inevitable

My mind can’t hold back now I must go on

What I now believe I can’t let go, I will never be able

I am not me, I am a different person, not where I was once from

 

(Chorus)

You’re the only person I need now

I believe in you, no matter what people say

You’re my obsession, My only true pal

You were here from the beginning and you are here to stay

 

(Bridge)

Knowing you are here in my head, never leaving, is a relief

Why can’t people understand that there is nothing wrong with me

No one has to believe, as this is my belief

Stop pointing the finger, it hurts, can’t you see?

 

(Solo)

Schizo

That is what the say

Schizophrenic

Don’t beg, don’t pray

Schizo

You wait you will all pay

Schizophrenic

Soon it will be my time, my day

 

(Talk)

Knowing you are here in my head, never leaving, is a relief

Why can’t people understand what is wrong with me

No one has to believe, as this is my belief

Stop pointing the finger, it hurts, can’t you see?

Written by Jared G

 

Without Me

 

(Verse)

I know this is nothing new

It’s all been done before

But I’m not the same as you

I can’t let it happen any more

 

(Chorus)

No matter what I say

I’m always getting it wrong

I’ve failed so many times

And now I can’t go on

 

(Verse)

All the things I’ll never do

All the things I’ll never see

All the people I won’t know

They’re better off without me

 

(Chorus)

No matter what I say

I’m always getting it wrong

I’ve failed so many times

And now I can’t go on

 

(Bridge)

Cause it seems I can’t get it right no matter what I say

And I feel that if I gave up now you wouldn’t care anyway

And it seems I can’t get it right no matter what I do

And it seems no matter how, I try I’ll never ever please you

 

(Verse)

I know that I’ll never change

Maybe it will be better if I don’t

I’ve tried to win, I’ve tried to cope

But I give up cause I know that I won’t

 

(Chorus)

No matter what I say

I’m always getting it wrong

I’ve failed so many times

And now I can’t go on

 

(Bridge)

Cause it seems I can’t get it right no matter what I say

And I feel that if I gave up now you wouldn’t care anyway

And it seems I can’t get it right no matter what I do

And it seems no matter how, I try I’ll never ever please you

 

Written by Stephan Kuhn

 

Believe

 

(Verse)

Can’t you hear can’t you see

What I say means nothing to me

Know you, and know it is time

To face the world, and the crimes

 

(Chorus)

And I don’t mean it

And I don’t care

Lying and cheating

Caught unaware

 

(Verse)

Lie, lie, lie that’s what they say

Nothing ever goes my way

What can be done nothing can be said

The thought of being caught, stuck in my head

 

(Chorus)

And I don’t mean it

And I don’t care

Lying and cheating

Caught unaware

 

(Verse)

The truth is not, it is all lies

Wish I could lay down and just die

The world is full of accusers and full of hate

How can it be a peaceful place

 

(Chorus)

And I don’t mean it

And I don’t care

Lying and cheating

Caught unaware

 

BELIEVE

BELIEVE

BELIEVE

BELIEVE

 

Written by Jared G

 

Why Love

 

(Verse)

Love is wonderful, and a terrible thing

Controlling our emotions, and our actions

It can hurt us, turning us to sin

Giving sudden jerks, like that of contractions

 

(Chorus)

Why should we love, if it will hurt us in the end

Compassion leading to depression

Death is around every bend

We can’t help these obsessions

 

(Verse)

They promise to love you no matter what

Soon as something bad arises they are gone

What about feelings, so what

What happened what went wrong

 

(Chorus)

Why should we love, if it will hurt us in the end

Compassion leading to depression

Death is around every bend

We can’t help these obsessions

 

(Verse)

Cheating, flirting, bad thoughts

Comes to every lovers mines

But everything has a cure

Trust, a everlasting sign

 

(Chorus)

Why should we love, if it will hurt us in the end

Compassion leading to depression

Death is around every bend

We can’t help these obsessions

 

(Bridge)

When it all ends, think over the past

What went wrong, what could I have done

It ended so fast

It feels like the end of our life

Bricks falling down

Broken heart, continues to pound

 

(Chorus)

Why should we love, if it will hurt us in the end

Compassion leading to depression

Death is around every bend

We can’t help these obsessions

 

Written By Jared G

 

On The Run

 

(Verse)

His life was so short

It ended in a brutal way

The killer not yet caught

No one had anything to say

 

(Chorus)

Don’t let it happen again

Save the pain

Stop the injustice

Wipe the shame

 

(Verse)

He is out there

He is unpredictable

He doesn’t care

No one is safe while he is out there

 

(Chorus)

Don’t let it happen again

Save the pain

Stop the injustice

Wipe the shame

 

(Bridge)

No one escapes their crimes

As it is cramped up inside

No one can run away

As the vision is still clear in their minds

 

(Verse)

What is he thinking

In that twisted mind

What is he planning

To escape his crime

 

(Chorus)

Don’t let it happen again

Save the pain

Stop the injustice

Wipe the shame

 

(Bridge)

You can’t escape your crimes

You can’t change the past

You can’t runaway

No matter how fast

 

Written by Jared G

 

Ever On Your Mind

 

(Verse)

It happens to us all

It creeps through the night

It carries fear

It does not back down without a fight

 

(Chorus)

Death is here

Death is now

It holds the tears

It’s all around

 

(Verse)

Many forms it comes

Many forms it goes

Who will be the next in its path

Nobody knows

 

(Chorus)

Death is here

Death is now

It holds the tears

It’s all around

 

(Bridge)

What lies in the other world

Many do wonder

What if there was none

Many do wonder

Death happens sooner to some

Be prepared you’ll day will come

 

(Verse)

Before you go to sleep at night what do you see

Is this my last day on earth

What will happen to me

What will I see

 

(Chorus)

Death

Death

Death

Death is here

Death

Death

Death

Death is now

It holds the tears

It’s all around

 

(Bridge)

What lies in the other world

Many do wonder

What if there was none

Many wonder

Death happens sooner to some

Be prepared you’ll day will come

 

Written by Jared G

 

The Battle Within

 

(Verse)

The pain of losing a loved one

Can never be healed

Can never be forgotten

Can never be concealed

 

(Chorus)

The battle within

Is a long hard battle

Fighting our emotions and fears

And holding back the tears

 

(Verse)

Thinking of how you once were

Brings tears to our face

Fearing of how we will cope

Builds a lump in our throat

 

(Chorus)

The battle within

Is a long hard battle

Fighting our emotions and fears

And holding back the tears

 

(Bridge)

Finding a new life, a life without you

It’s so hard to do

Tempted to end our life, our miserable life

To join you

 

(Verse)

What is a world without you

A world of loneliness

A world of despair

No physical pain can compare

 

(Chorus)

The battle within

Is a long hard battle

Fighting our emotions and fears

And holding back the tears

 

Written by Jared G

 

Going on

 

(Verse)

Holding back is easy to do

Loving someone is never

Picking the person that’s right for you

Knowing their there forever

 

(Chorus)

Many choices in the world

Hold the keys to our future

Creating what lies ahead

When we are alive and when we are dead

 

(Verse)

The world is full of temptation

The evil inside

Growing the sin within

Which we can never hide

 

(Chorus)

Many choices in the world

Hold the keys to our future

Creating what lies ahead

When we are alive and when we are dead

 

(Verse)

Ghost from the past, come back to haunt us

Bringing our joy and pain

Keeping us from ever loving

Making us insane

 

(Chorus)

Many choices in the world

Hold the keys to our future

Creating what lies ahead

When we are alive and when we are dead

 

(Bridge)

We can’t stay trapped in an inner shell

Forever hiding from the past

Even though it seems like hell

We have to go on, and last

 

(Chorus)

Many choices in the world

Hold the keys to our future

Creating what lies ahead

When we are alive and when we are dead

 

(Talk) (Bridge)

We can’t stay trapped in an inner shell

Forever hiding from the past

Even though it seems like hell

We have to go on, and last

 

Written by Jared G

 

Past Present Future

 

(Verse)

What if we could change the past

Creating the perfect future

No pain would ever last

Only the guilt left within us

 

(Chorus)

Continuing on the path of good

Not knowing what to expect

Not changing anything if you could

Even though in some cases we should

 

(Verse)

Holding onto the good in every day

Memories that will last forever

Friendship which we will never go astray

Living as a whole, not as individuals, but together

 

(Chorus)

Continuing on the path of good

Not knowing what to expect

Not changing anything if you could

Even though in some cases we should

 

(Verse)

As there is not hope in changing the past

And making a better future

Make every day count, memories that will last

Bringing out our hidden desires from behind our masks

 

(Chorus)

Continuing on the path of good

Not knowing what to expect

Not changing anything if you could

Even though in some cases we should

 

(Bridge)

The past how can we change it, let the future come

How can we change what we have said

And what we have done

Before the memory of the past leaves our head

Written by Jared G

 

Brain dead

 

(Verse)

Nothing ever comes to mind

Knowledge is sparse

Human of a different kind

Unlike us

 

(Chorus)

Can’t cope

Can’t be explained

No hope

Only deep pain

 

(Verse)

Suicidal thoughts taunts them

Burying them deep in their grave

Knowledge is a sin

They can never be saved

 

(Chorus)

Can’t cope

Can’t be explained

No hope

Only deep pain

 

(Verse)

Let them come out

Out of their shell of confusion

Friendship opens new hope

The shackles loosened

 

(Chorus)

Can’t cope

Can’t be explained

No hope

Only deep pain

 

(Bridge)

How do they cope

When there is no hope

How could they ever be the same

With the constant feeling of pain

Written by Jared G

 

Conceived

 

(Verse)

The seed of evil conceived

Planted in the mind of a madman

Outgrowing what is believed

Let it be faced from every man

 

(Chorus)

No matter how bad

There’s something else worse

The constant fear

The endless curse

 

(Verse)

Sprouts of wickedness grow

Suffocating the mind

What cure? No-one knows

The birth of evil, a new kind

 

(Chorus)

No matter how bad

There’s something else worse

The constant fear

The endless curse

 

(Verse)

Signs of hatred, signs of death

Felt throughout

Covering spiritual beliefs

Can’t escape, no way out

 

(Chorus)

No matter how bad

There’s something else worse

The constant fear

The endless curse

 

(Bridge)

The evil grows until death

Then passed to another

Destroying ones life

Like no other

 

(Chorus)

No matter how bad

There’s something else worse

The constant fear

The endless curse

Written by Jared G